@Scapular I do not cry like I should to be sure, but I am sure I will. I do feel sorrow deeply for our situations, with out any hope but an "Astonishing Reversal", as Fr. Kopcynzki says in his hope filled sermon series! And alo Holy mother the Church is worth sheddin our blood foras well! An honor that may be accorded to us by God's goodness and mercy! May we be brave! Viva Cristo Rey!
Seriously, you are so right! We need to redouble our efforts to soften God's heart. I read somewhere apostasy in the Church is a form of Chastisement for our lukewarmness and our sins and our not loving God enough.