@Just me
Thanks for your comments, not everyone being baptized Catholics are truly Catholics, I'm fighting every day to be one, and asking the Lord to give me the grace to love him and to persevere.
I thank the Lord for such a big blessing to be born and baptized Catholic and I thank the Lord for allowing me to be his mule to bring his love and presence to other people who have left the church, who are atheist or who are protestants.
Whoever has come to the Catholic church is thanks and only thank to our Lord Jesus not to the mule.
They find the same kind of hostile environment and they often times ask me for advice, I always tell them they are called to repair and to intercede through their prayers, fasting, sacrifices, and example for those who being always Catholics and who've never left the Catholic church not even once and are the worst examples to follow.
I thank our Lord for giving me the words to calm down their interior tempests and storms that Catholic people leave them.
The Lord asked me to evangelized those inside the Church, that was many years after returning, after his call.
I did not really want to, and I did not know where, making a long story short, the Lord opened the doors for me to do that, but first I had to go through a lot of pain, suffering and persecution. I never asked anyone in the church to allow me to do this, nor I shared my experience to anyone, today I've only shared a bit to some people, not more than 10 in total, 4 being priests, not to get any kind of gratification or any kind of approval, on the contrary, to have them evaluate me and guide me, but their answer is pretty much the same, so I stopped sharing it.
That Catholic church was simple PAGAN, the worst I could go to, the lord had placed me inside the womb of a traditional Catholic church a year after my return since I had gone into that hostile jungle I mentioned in my previous comment.
So much disrespect for the temple and the Lord present in the tabernacle, the Holy Spirit was the one who catechist me in regards to impiety, and sacrilege.
Because the church was full of charismatic people who claimed to received messages and prophecies, etc. It was a very wild environment and very confusing, I just did not feel not think that what they were doing was right, even though I was so ignorant about religion, I have always been a decorated student full of awards and scholarships by the school with a successful career, but an atheist.
I did not believe in God and I rejected people who spoke or tried to speak about God, I took them as being ignorant, and weak among other horrible things. I was among "smart" people, I had a friend from the NASA who was one of the Doctors in charge of checking the psychological health of the astronauts.
I was surrounded by successful and famous people, but from there JESUS CALLED ME, IT WAS HIM, HE IS REAL, AND HE IS PRESENT EVERYWHERE ESPECIALLY IN THE HOLY EUCHARIST.
Today I cry a lot for our church, and for all of us, because people abuse God's mercy, I tell them
Walk in the justice of the Lord so you can find at the end of your life his mercy, but if you walk under the mercy of the Lord throughout your life, at the end you will find his justice.
People have no idea about what sin is, nor about in how many ways we offend our Lord, and how terrible it is what they say about their neighbor, even worst when we talk about priests or the Pope.
I do not have to follow nor agree anything oppose to the gospel, that's why our Lord and our Lady always encourage us to soak ourselves s with the Bible, and the examples of the saints.
And to follow the message our Lady gave at Fatima.
I've gone through hell and back literally, I've lost most of the things I had before following Jesus, I'm in poor health, terminally ill, but still going to where the Lord wants me to go. I am poor, but still the Lord provides so I can donate and help others in other parts, and giving a pearl as a testimony of Jesus' love for us, and that he is with all of us, I told our Lord one day that I would very much like to give a donation, but my wallet and pockets were empty and I had no money. I lost my bank accounts because I had no income so I got no savings or checking account, I lost all that as well. I'm penniless.
Whatever money I make I invest to help other people so I'm always without a penny.
So I just had that thought, that I wished I had some money to send it to a priest who is in charge of a seminar. I just thought that as soon as I could get a job I would send the money to the priest.
I grabbed my wallet that had been empty for many days, and a kind lady brought me some food so I had something to eat.
And when I opened the wallet there was a 100 dollar bill.
I could not believe my eyes, and the sight. Tears rolled down my eyes, and my heart was crying of joy and thanks to our Lord.
Like a child; I run to see a person who could send that money to the priest.
I have so many testimonies like this, and those people I've met, some of whom have seen these miracles happening, and also who have received miracles from our Lord and Lady; they understand now that we do nothing talking about all the bad things happening inside the church, but we do more striving to be Holy, praying, fasting, sacrificing, offering the communion, praying the rosary and repairing for the faults of our brethren in Jesus and also for those of the priests.
They understand now, they did not understand before they were all like Yoshimori and other who leave those comments.
If people started leaving the Gospel and striving to be an example to to others then they would witness the beatitudes in this life already as our Lord says in Mat 5.
God bless.